Conjecture

I don't know if I have the faintest idea.
It just seem wrong to me.
Hope my intuition has failed me this time.
It's developing the wrong way. from wat i reckon.

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-pRiS-

Priority

Seasons Change, God never does.

How could I possibly forgot my priority?
I should have remember this all the while,
Thank God that He once again reminded me about that.
Thanks for loving me even when I'm being unlovable as always.
 
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-pRiS-

Feelings

Feelings,
what are they?
One that intricate the way you make decisions?

Feelings,
how credible are they?
How far can we trust?


Feelings change.
Will our decision differ if our feelings alter en route?
How far then will it determined our destiny?


What if we feel we should do this and indeed we should have done the other?
When we feel something is right, are we really right?
Or was it just our feeling at that moment?


Are we putting ourselves in jeopardy if we flow totally with our feelings?
They aren't akin to common sense, are they?


Oh, feelings,
elated, moody, excited, bored, love, hatred........................
if we just make a itsy-bitsy conversion,
things will be different, wouldn't they?


Just like
anger can kill,
hatred can curse,
excitement can make us fall in love and
agape which can be such selfless, so incompatible from others.


Feelings,
can never be separated from us,
even when we feel numb,
it is still a feeling.


We can’t be separated from feelings,
Can we?
It’s either we feel this or that.
Its either we follow the obliged ones or the rebellious ones.
How true is all these?
I don’t have the tiniest clue.
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It's just a random thought for me to make a random post. i'm not sure how true is all these nor it is biblical. just to make you think abit. uh huh. if you are reading it. =P anyway, officially having my last break for foundation year. how time passes so quickly. i'm glad it's a significant year.

later,
<3
-pRiS-

ps: i believe that if we just depend on feelings solely, everything wouldn't last.

a significant one

Cool and chilly wind dwindles away under the effulgent sun

A tinge of loathness to relinquish the nigh end of September

The time we possess is merely as long as a glimpse of twilight.

Later in life, these will be the reminiscence of ours,

which dawn the smile on our face and tears in our eyes.

How time flies without our consent,
let’s just grasp hold of what we have in the mean time,
to pursue a better future.
Y'all will always be in my mind,
as I recall these good o’ times.

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Since today’s date is special and it’s once in a lifetime, I decided to commence my first entry and dedicate the theme to mua college close friends in Adelaide. =)

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-pRiS-

ps: check out the date and time! (200920092009)
pss: we dont have a decent, proper picture with everyone in it!
psss: thank you for making this possible. =)
pssss: exact 3 years & 4 months. =)

It speaks through my heart

Wait
by Russell Kelfer

Desperately, helplessly, longingly, I cried;
Quietly, patiently, lovingly, God replied.
I pled and I wept for a clue to my fate . . .
And the Master so gently said, "Wait."

"Wait? you say wait?" my indignant reply.
"Lord, I need answers, I need to know why!
Is your hand shortened? Or have you not heard?
By faith I have asked, and I'm claiming your Word.


"My future and all to which I relate
Hangs in the balance, and you tell me to wait?
I'm needing a 'yes', a go-ahead sign,
Or even a 'no' to which I can resign.


"You promised, dear Lord, that if we believe,
We need but to ask, and we shall receive.
And Lord I've been asking, and this is my cry:
I'm weary of asking! I need a reply."


Then quietly, softly, I learned of my fate,
As my Master replied again, "Wait."
So I slumped in my chair, defeated and taut,
And grumbled to God, "So, I'm waiting for what?"


He seemed then to kneel, and His eyes met with mine . . .
and He tenderly said, "I could give you a sign.
I could shake the heavens and darken the sun.
I could raise the dead and cause mountains to run.


"I could give all you seek and pleased you would be.
You'd have what you want, but you wouldn't know Me.
You'd not know the depth of my love for each saint.
You'd not know the power that I give to the faint.


"You'd not learn to see through clouds of despair;
You'd not learn to trust just by knowing I'm there.
You'd not know the joy of resting in Me
When darkness and silence are all you can see.


"You'd never experience the fullness of love
When the peace of My spirit descends like a dove.
You would know that I give, and I save, for a start,
But you'd not know the depth of the beat of My heart.


"The glow of my comfort late into the night,
The faith that I give when you walk without sight.
The depth that's beyond getting just what you ask
From an infinite God who makes what you have last.


"You'd never know, should your pain quickly flee,
What it means that My grace is sufficient for thee.
Yes, your dearest dreams overnight would come true,
But, oh, the loss, if you missed what I'm doing in you.

"So, be silent, my child, and in time you will see
That the greatest of gifts is to truly know me.
And though oft My answers seem terribly late,
My most precious answer of all is still . . . Wait."


"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart." Jeremiah 19:11

"But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well." Matthew 6:33