Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Made for Eternity. (Ecamp '10)

This is amazing. it's beyond description. This camp is definitely one of the most significant that marks my life. There are so much to share. (come and look for me n i'll tell you as much as i can). Anyway, I'll just make a few more significant ones here just for my own reminder.

1.Faith -
This is the first time in my life, that I do things purely out of faith. I wasn't given a choice to depend on my own strength. I realised the faith that I used to have was soooo sooo little. In this camp, I serve in bible study group assisting and my group leader (Arthur) happened to be a part timer since he is working. Basically, this means that I've to lead 2 devotions and 1 bible study. Fear was all I felt when I found out. However, God placed the right people in my life to encourage me and assist me to give me confidence. Most importantly, I knew I had to let it go, to allow God to take over. After the 2nd day of the camp, i felt more confident. The confidence that's in me was weak. Although there's trust that God will bring me through, there's a little doubt, n I know, if i slipped my perseverance, this little doubt will just shatter my whole confidence that God has put in me. n I know, this doubt is not from God.
This precious feeling of faith, I can still feel it in my heart. This is beyond description. I cannot put it into words, only those who experienced it will understand.

2. Joy
In the camp, I experienced JOY. It's not mere happiness, not just fun, but PURELY JOY, happiness that comes from my heart and bring the smile on my face. This joy is something that I know I can't experience by just doing the fun things and the things i like in everyday life. This joy can only be granted through Christ alone.I guess this joy comes with peace too. =)
This joy, is also beyond what I can explain.

3.Miracle
I've always seen people bringing people to Christ. I've always thought it as they're only good testimony and good encouragement. However, it's a completely different story when the people in your life start questioning you about this LOVE, this thing that's so DIFFERENT in your life and start wanting to know more. I'm really in awe that how God has put things in His timing, and how He has planned it. When one lost son is found, the angles in heaven will rejoice and celebrate.
Again, I can't find the right words to portray what I've in my heart. If you really want to know, you can always talk to me. =D

4. Encouragement
I always feel happy when I get to encourage people in my life. I know how and what encouragement can do. In this camp, I was really encouraged by the people that God has placed beside to assist me and to love me. The love of God through this people really give me encouragement to walk on with faith. Me too figure that encouragement is a two-way system. When the things I did encouraged people, I feel encouraged as well.
It never dawn on me that this is a two way thing.

5. People
I know these people that God put in my life are for a purpose and these many brothers and sisters in Christ will last for eternity. 

6.Let Go.
of the past. Still in the process I guess.

7.ETERNITY.
The lessons learn in the sermons, bs & workshops. Too much to talk about here. Maybe i might post it another time.

I discover that there are so many things that I've experienced in this camp is so supernatural that I can't put them into words. No one can understand until they get the touch from God Himself. I know He is real. How he has blessed me and I'll be firm that He'll continue to bless me.
Amen.

p/s: talk to me ASAP, if you want to know more vividly how God has touched me through this camp.

with much <3,
-pRiS-

2 comments:

  1. talk to me online lah!! after monday tho! saya ada assignment due + test on monday. @@

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